Alpha to Omega

It is going to storm out tonight. There is something about a big storm that really excites me.

I sat at the train station the other day in the rain and watched people run for cover. Then, it occurred to me that for someone who is accused of being too negative, I sure do like a lot of things that other people don’t. Like the rain. What could be so awful about rainy weather? Perhaps it is just in my nature to be contrary.

Another example...I think hate can be quite healthy. If one more person tells me, ‘hate is a strong word...’ I think I will slit my wrists right there and chant in Latin while they watch me bleed to death with horrified gaping mouthed looks on their faces. It’s not like I said ‘I hate fucking Jews’. God forbid I should have a human emotion stronger than ‘dislike’.

You know, sweet is a strong word too. Yes, I think anyone whose entire personality can be summed up with the words ‘nice’ or ‘sweet’ would probably be on the other end of my death stare at some point. Besides, I really believe that constant positivity is an act anyway. That, or the result of being as stupid as a rock. After all, Big Brother IS watching.